Bountiful Blessings

As a child, we are very vulnerable to adults’ abuses. Not just in their actions, but more so on the way they think. The negative scary dark ambiance in our childhood might not be so much on the sadistic incidents happening at home; the pessimistic hopeless insecure thoughts of our parents, guardians, or elders vibrating 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, for 10 years might have formed the way we respond to reality now as an adult.

This part intrigues me. Yes there might be issue in my childhood I have not resovled; yet I thank life that those luggages (if that is how it is called) have not really affected my happiness today. There can be experieces I am proud of and experieces that I am not. But all of those experiences have helped me find my direction in life. The website is really intriguing for me but open up new doors and challenges for me to look into to become a better me.

If i look at the past, everything might not be as pleasant and beautiful as of today. But they can still be blessings for me. Blessings in disguise perhaps.